I don't like doing this so here we go!
It's been a while since i updated this thing. thought maybe i'd give my two cents on a few things. first off, i haven't lost interest in doing art, quite the opposite in fact! But I've hit a massive snag, I SUCK SO BAD AT IT. my style is constantly shifting and I've sorta become worse. i think i may have to lock myself away for a while and just practice off hand references and things like that.
Another big thing in my life is well i'm hitting 21 soonish and it's kinda smacked me in the face that I don't have much of a life outside the house. like I'm such a stay at home person that I haven't even learnt to drive.. *cough* or left my parents place *cough*
fun fact, i literally live in a garage with all my things.. I EVEN HAVE A FRIDGE AND COUCH
PROJECTS! I have many of these, like HEAPS! from 'Normal Life' to the KeyJoy channel (ITS NOT DEAD JUST ON HOLD) and a couple sim rig/cockpit things.
speaking of Normal Life, I'm waiting on a friend to help out with story and style direction, I've also got a volunteer to help with sounds so hopefully I'll get a comic strip, animation or something out in the coming year or so.
and i've left the bad things to last so here it comes.
DOOT DOOT DOOT
i have severe anxiety and depression
in all seriousness though, it's been under complete control until this month (December) in which I've had a major break down during and after an seeing a doctor. long story short previous month i had blood taken in which i fainted and was out cold for quite some time, that stuck with me and basically every survival instinct i had kicked in when i went for another and i ABSOLUTE FREAKED. long story even shorter, a type of ptsd.
anyway i've been locked up in my room since sorta attempting to deal with this again.
major props to everyone who realised i'm absolutely batsh*t crazy and supported me anyway!
Batsh*t Crazy Brandon <3